Tuesday, June 30, 2015

Come As You Are. That’s Confidence



Dear lovely people,

“The moon does not fight. It attacks no one. It does not worry. It does not try to crush others. It keeps to its course, but by its very nature, it gently influences. What other body could pull an entire ocean from shore to shore? The moon is faithful to its nature and its power is never diminished.” says Ming-Dao Deng.

I left my house that morning feeling on top, telling myself the interview will just be a formality why not? I had prepared well for it and besides, it had to do with what I love doing. I was first to arrive and settled into a sofa for the wait, savoring the beauty of what I was confident and God willing, will become my office in a matter of days.

Three well-dressed young men joined me shortly looking as enthusiastic as I was. I could feel confidence emanating from them. Each of them was probably telling themselves the others were no match. Then this casually dressed and clearly uncombed man walked in living trails of mud on the ground – you know Africa. I mean that you could see the smiles on the faces of the waiting candidates fade out instantly. Noticing there was no other chair in the room and that he was elderly, I offered my seat with a smile. I could feel the anger from the other candidates pricking me for doing such a gesture. That man thanked me however and sat down.

When I walked into the interview room, I met with four smiling and elegantly dressed ladies. One could conclude it was all a movie scene, they warmly welcome me, showed me to a seat and one of them served me coffee. I sat down feeling a bit jittery you know the niceties’ were getting more than I was comfortable with. I sat down all the same and the interview started.

Three hours later, four of us were waiting for the results as we were informed. Only then did I notice the saggy dressed man disappeared at some point in time. I told myself maybe he was just there for something else. Looking over at my three contenders, only one maintained calm as time went with time. I noticed sweat drops forming on the foreheads of the other two even though the air condition in the room was at full blast.

Just like Sarah Dessen, “I knew that in the silence that followed, that anything could happen here. It might be too late again. I might have missed my chance. But I would at least know I tried, that I took my heart and extended my hand, whatever the outcome.”

A door on my left swung open interrupting my thoughts and three of the four ladies who interviewed us walked in. the first of them warmly announced that two of the sweating candidates were first and second while the other who appeared more confident was third. Guess what? It meant that I was last. We were told to wait again for a few minutes for some details. I got up, walked over to the winners and congratulated them in the same order. I was telling the confident guy that both of us will have to try better next time and the door swung open again and we in for a big surprise.

The saggy dressed man walked in again but this time around in a three piece suit looking as elegant as any contemporary CEO. I was mesmerized, before I could recover, he announced that I was the overall winner and my confident friend the second best. Can you imagine that!

Elliott Abrams says “First impressions matter. Experts say we size up new people in somewhere between 30 seconds and two minutes.”

Then the rules were explained. From the moment each of us the candidates walked into that waiting room, we were being monitored and examined. The saggy dressing was part of the assessment, our actions and reactions before and after the initial results all counted. From their judgement, I was more qualified in terms of competence, mannerisms, composure, professionalism and dynamism to name these few. The confident guy was told that because of his performance, he was shortlisted for another position. While the two sweating guys had to go home.

“Successful people do not come with their values stamped upon them” says Maltbie Babcock

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